Uncertainty is what fills my heart
Confusion clouds my mind
Should I write?
It’s been a while and I doubt if I still have the power
That ability to touch lives with my creativity
To put those thoughts into words and pour it out as I used to
The pressures of life so overwhelming that they make me want to stay away and give more excuses.
When I know I should push myself a little more and create those beautiful pieces.
Procrastination, laziness, lack of time, self-doubt, nobody would miss me – were my justifications.
But I felt the guilt and the envy which prevented me from interacting with other content creators who were still pushing it.
How are they able to create? Even when we are unsure of our level of impact and the level of motivation so low.
Maybe they have super-powers that prevent them from giving up.
Gradually the envy metamorphosed to admiration.
I began to appreciate the tenacity of fellow bloggers who never rest and keep churning beautiful pieces so consistently.
They are the real MVPs
The break was good but deep down, I knew I had to get back to one of the most liberating passions – to create, to write and to touch lives with words.